Cinnamon
I am a born-in.
kicked out of mother's(JW) house as a young teen...lived with father and his wife (non-JW's)...10+ years later, I finally put two and two together when I found this website...apparently JWN is the #4 website for the google search, "newly weds sewage jokes"...perfect timing since I've been going through a bit of melt down for the past six months...piecing together why I do this and why i don't do that...socially arkward is an understatement, more like non-social...what I've learned--it's okay to make friends; it's okay to trust; yes, you can be loved and it doesn't have to be conditional;...I'm Perfect, Your Doomed was vital to my healing process...need to see a therapist and work through the social issues...haven't spoken to mother in 12yrs. and don't plan to start now...10+ years of wallowing in a mental purgatory...now I'm finally free and I'm not alone anymore...I want to help others
also, I'm not afraid of thunderstorms anymore. they don't mean that Armagedddon is here.